Anyways, it was Oliver, Nina, Fanny, Duran and I who went. I rather enjoy trying to explain food related words to Duran (ie/ "what is grilled?" "Grilled is a way of cooking. Burgers are grilled") because it requires some imagination; simply defining the word doesn't generally help, but giving a common reference point does. I suppose it would be easier if we could just tell him what the Cantonese word is, but where's the fun in that?
Talking about Duran reminds me, I had some things from Scotland I had wanted to talk about then didn't wind up mentioning. I suppose first I'll talk about the one which was brought up by the mention of Duran.
Asthma, I don't like it, but it's a fact of my life and I deal with it. When we were in Scotland, specifically Edinburgh on the Saturday, we had set out in the morning, and I was keeping them going at a good clip, despite my not actually really knowing how to get up that massive hill to where the castle was. We wound up taking a wrong turn and having to take a nice big set of stairs up to the right road. No problem. From there, we continued through this great little market and along the road under the castle in the unshaded and blazing heat, then we found the stairs that led up to the Royal Mile after practically bounding up them, I was completely out of breath; so much so, I couldn't talk for a moment when we were at the top of the stairs. When I gestured "one moment" followed by a hand emphasizing my difficulty breathing so they knew why.
Duran exclaimed "Oh! You're out of breath? You should exercise more!"
cue glare "Or, you know, stop being asthmatic; whichever you think's best," I said.
I suppose, in hind sight, I shouldn't snap like that, but I was hot, tired and having trouble breathing, my thoughts weren't exactly at their peak. But that just bothers me so much. I have exercised more here than I think I did all last year. I'm walking a significant amount daily, and even more on weekends (to the tune of ~60,000 steps this past weekend alone) and have been so happy that I've managed to do so without killing my knee (more on that in a moment) but no matter how much I do, my breathing will always be an issue. I could probably become a triathlete and still be disproportionately out of breath after most activities; and people would probably give me "you should exercise more" as the great solution. It just irks me that people assume it's your fault, rather than considering for a moment that perhaps there is some underlying problem. Maybe that's just me.
Second, my knee.
In Edinburgh and Stirling, I experienced something that I don't think I can remember ever experiencing before: I walked so much, took so many steps, went so far, that my legs were actually in absolute agony from pure exhaustion. You'd think that'd be a bad thing; your muscles were worked so hard, that they were actually in pain from exhaustion? Ouch! But no! My knee hadn't given out! I'm so used to walking any little bit and being basically incapacitated by the pain from my knee, that being able to walk enough that my legs are dead from exhaustion and not joint problems just feels like such a miracle! I think it was quite possibly one of the greatest feelings ever... I hope I can continue to experience it! For once, I feel like I might actually be able to do these things unhindered, like I used to.
Come on knee! You can do it! Keep it up! ^.^
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